J-Jason

2010-03-18T00:56:00.000-07:00

There's time when sadness will come to an end.My sadness ends when there's no tears coming out from my eyes.

2010-03-06T20:52:00.000-08:00

I feel so empty! why Why WHY?! Trying hard to cheer myself up.

2010-03-02T01:46:00.000-08:00

I just dislike being ignored by you while you can talk to him happily.

Rest In Peace

2010-01-18T04:16:00.000-08:00

Nothing much to say here as i'm sad. May all of you rest in peace. All of you shall stay in our memories. Miss you all much. :(

恍然大悟

2009-09-25T08:13:00.000-07:00

昨晚上了人生宝贵的一课。原本没打算上这堂课的我在最后还是赶到了。迟了整整十五分钟，上到去他已经在讲课了。讲的是我们的未来，教导我们如何面对以后的困难。讲着讲着，他说起了一个非常感人的真实故事。故事的主角童年过的一点都不快乐。他必须靠自己赚得三餐温饱，还需要寄人篱下。虽然他最后熬了过来，但是他不是真正的快乐。他说钱不是万能，但钱是千能。这句话我个人非常赞同。没有钱一个家是很难维持的。当他在讲着他的故事时，我的心中涌起了莫名的伤心，还差点流下了眼泪。可能我明白他的感受吧。刚才和妈妈聊起他。妈妈也忆起她的童年，还说得哭了起来。其实，我妈的童年也和他差不多，胜在妈妈有婆婆的照顾和关心。听完了他们的故事，我知道我比他们幸福，这时我才明白我真的必须珍惜我所拥有的一切。希望我在未来能有所作为，让我的双亲享福。是时候醒了！加油！

FRIENS?

2009-09-21T04:51:00.000-07:00

Sometimes it's really hard to find a real friend.

Chung ling High School Sport Assistant Annual Dinner

2009-08-22T08:07:00.000-07:00

The AJKs and Mr.Leong.

The AJKs.

Han Wern , Zhao Qin and Khong Yi.

The father and sons. XD

Me. The blog owner.

Jun Fong.

CS's signature hot chocolate. it's too sweet.

Walter's drink. special right? 4 straws for 1 drink.

JF and CS again.

My drink, iced caramel.

The so called D.Beckham by himself. XD

Our drinks.

JF and CS the two vain fella.

Me.

JF and CS.

Camera shy.

JF, Chuin Shern and the form 3 kids.

Me and Han Wern

CAUTION

2009-07-09T08:24:00.000-07:00

To those fuckers who're trying to mess up with me:didn't your parents give you a name?even dogs have names.which means you're worse than animals. dont you feel that you're too old for such childish acts? you better stop or when i find you out i'm sure you'll be in a big trouble! STOP SPAMMING COWARDS! IF YOU'RE BRAVE ENOUGH WHY DON'T YOU JUST CONFRONT ME AND SHOW YOUR FUCKING NAME? FUCK OFF !

Transformers 2:Revenge Of The Fallen

2009-07-04T02:52:00.000-07:00

Megan Fox. She's hot!

The autobots' leader-Optimus Prime. He was killed when he's protecting Sam but at last Sam managed to get him back and he turns stronger.

Do you think that she looks good? Yea.You should watch when she transform. Especially her tongue. LOL.

Watched Transformers 2 with my friends yesterday. It's so cool and awesome! Love it! To those that haven't watch this movie you should get yourself ticket now!

Khong Yi's Birthday Party

2009-06-27T08:41:00.000-07:00

Teacher's Day Class Party

2009-06-27T02:56:00.000-07:00

SISHA!

2009-04-30T08:20:00.000-07:00

It's been kinda long i din update my blog.NO SISHA for me tonight! actually i was planning to join them for sisha at a place named 'Arab' but i had tuition just now. so i think i will have that next time. timothy a.k.a puto kia! bring me there next time! and one more thing. QUIT SMOKING?! say TAK NAK to merokok?! come on. u and i both know that smoking cant be addicted. so please dont tell people that u're a regular smoker k? thanks. LOL.

My happy birthday party!

2009-04-05T05:17:00.000-07:00

The photos of my 17th birthday party. I've been through a very memorable 17. Thanks to all my brothers! Friends forever!

Reached Gurney around 5 that day and went to meet up Liew, Herh and Raymond.A shot when i was having a drink with Liew, Herh,Raymond and Jun Fong at Starbucks.

Here began my party. LOL. Tim looked like he was starving that time.

Xia Wei and Han Wen.

Hock Sheng, Jason Khor and Raymond.

LOL. They were enjoying their delicious steamboat in Seoul Garden.

Khong Yi, Jun Fong and ME. XD

Group photo *1.

Liang Jie, Hock Sheng , Jason and Raymond.

Choong Yee, Kelvin and Khong Yi.

Jin Win and Jer Shuhn.

Liew Ching and Jun Fong.

Jun Fong and Jin Win.

Yu Chun, Jia Yong and Yuan Tatt.

Jer Shuhn and JF.

Han Wen and J'Yong.

JF and Han Wen.

Group photo *2.

JF, Choong Yee, Kelvin and Khong Yi.(What's so funny Khong Yi? LOL)

ME, Choong Yee, Kelvin and Khong Yi.

Liew, Herh. JF, Davidson, J'Yong and Tatt.

Hou, JF and Walter.

Han Wen and Walter.

Group photo *3.

Group photo *4.

Han Wen and Liang Jie.

Khong Yi, Jin Win, Kiang Jie and Han Wen.

OMG! What happened to my cake?! LOL. actually it wasn't anyone's fault.Jason and Hock Sheng nearly slip down during their way to my party.this is the reason why my cake became like that. XD

This is another cake they bought after they reacehd Gurney as a replacement so that i'll have a nice and perfect cake. Thanks to Hock Sheng ,Jason and Khong Yi.Both cake are nice!

Cake time!

Singing time! (Happy birthday to you..)XD

1,2,3! Let's blow the candle!

I'm having 2 cakes! HAHAHA!

The complete group photo #take 1.

The complete group photo #take 2.

Present take #1.

Present take # 2.

Present take #3.

Present take #4.

Present take #5.

Present take #6.

Jin Win, ME and Jer Shuhn.

Hou, ME and Walter.

JF, ME and Liew Ching.

Tim and ME.

Normal pose.

LALA pose! XD

THE END! ^^

Arghh!!!!

2009-03-23T02:13:00.000-07:00

Today is the 1st day school reopen after 9 days of holidays.glad to see all my friends again.
But! Today is also the day that we'll get our subjects marks. MY result really sucks this time!~
maybe i should really study hard and play smart start from nw...
My add.math is very poor...so do my physics and biology. i should have know this.but it still not too late to pick up them. well.seems like i have to visit Popular more often and should hang out lesser. ^^

2009-03-21T07:45:00.000-07:00

It's so hard to forget someone that you really love and care! SAVE ME!

2009-03-19T06:30:00.000-07:00

1. Crazy stuff u did before. a lot!LOL.
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2. What is your most favourite thing to do ? Sing?haha.
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3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you go back to the past ? Yes,i will.there were lots of thing that i hope i can do by that time.
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4. How old are you? 16++.17 soon!
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5. Is there someone in your heart right now ? Ya.but she has someone in her heart too.T.T
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6. Do you feel loved in this world ? sometimes...
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7. What are you afraid to lose the most ? Myself?
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8. What you wish to do now? Be in LOVE!
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9. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ? Ya!for sure!
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10.Do you think you are special? Maybe?
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11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half? Dishonest
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12. What do you think is your purpose in life? Play as much as i can! enjoy this beautiful life given by God and my mum!
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13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment? NO.maybe myself?ahaha.
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14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be? I have no idea!

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick? Happy and rich too.perhaps.LOL.
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16. If you have a chance, which part of Earth you want to live forever in ? Australia!!!
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.17. What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to Heaven? My family !
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18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why? Everything. I would like to tell my loved one that she's my everything.
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19. What is your plan when you become an old man or old woman? Become a farmer?
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20. Do u think your Life is beautiful enough? Not for this moment. But i believe that i'll create a better day !

Tag:

Raymond

Chi lin(Duckie)

Chai Wei

Fennie

2009-03-16T09:08:00.000-07:00

just back from supper with friends.we went to coffee island for a drink.we supposed to stay at school to support the K.R.S camp night but seems like the god doesn't like it much so it rains since 8. since it has become a mess we decide to leave.there're lots of girls from different school but what a pity i don't even have a chance to know any...T.T.

I'm happy too.because finally i get to friend back with an old friend of mine.we had an arguement since last year and we haven't talk to each other since that incident.glad to have back a friend like him.now i realise that what he had say that time was correct.no girls that will last forever.but not friends.after all i've done to her i get sadness as the final pay back.but it's ok.she taught me a lesson.don't ever trust a person easily especially girls.actually i wanted to be friend with her but she seems like hating me.is ok la.hate me if you want to.i have nothing much to say or explain.all depends on YOU.

i'm feeling lonely recently.other than friends i have noone who really cares me.i need someone to care for me.but it seems like a very difficult task for me to search for someone that really suits me...can someone just teach me what to do?i would like to mention that i'm not emo.i just want to share my feelings.that's all.maybe tomorrow will be better.^^

All right.i'll stop here.nights pal and wish you all will have a sweet dream.

2009-03-15T00:43:00.000-07:00

KInda long din update my blog d.been busy with stupid 1st term exam and some other thing.i think i'm going to get terrible results for this exam...My physics just get 28 marks...WHF?!noone should be blame other than myself and the teacher who did not allow me to cheat.LOL.sorry to mum and Anthony.i'm sure i'll work harder for the next exam and also my SPM.

it's holidays.any plan to pass your time?i have no idea what to do for the 1 week holidays.perhaps i should study.SPM i s getting closer and closer and my add math,physics and bio suck to the max. point.Haiz.i begin to worry bout it.

that's all for this post.if u have any holiday plan and u wish me to join you please kindly drop me a message.it'll be my pleasure.haha.

School Life

2009-02-25T23:53:00.000-08:00

My form teacher-Miss Koo.

Chuin Shern.Hope you'll recover soon so that we can go 'home'!LOL.

The car's owner is a pretty and sweet teacher!She'll create a mess whenever she's in a class of form 5!We would like to date you Miss Lee Mee Ling!XD

My seat in class.

The crazy drummer-Liew Ching.LOL

Hang Chia Shen vs the CRAZY DRUMMER!Fu Yoh!

Chuin Shern's going to kill Jun Fong with the keris!XD

Act Emo...LOL!

Ta da!The four most 'talented' students of 5SB1!-Chia Shen(Me),Liew Ching(The crazy drummer),Chuin Shern(The Beckham and also mat rempit) and Jun Fong(The Loius Koo of Penang)!

This is what i call 'school life'! How bout yours? Lol. we enjoy every moment in school by filling those time with sleeping,chit chat-ing,fooling around,challenging the stupid school rules,teachers and 'dogs',eating and SINGING! THIS IS WHAT SCHOOL LIFE MEANS TO US!

不要轻易说“我爱你”

2009-02-15T06:57:00.000-08:00

此刻的心情有些复杂。不懂为何总觉得着世界变了好多。你发现了吗？在我们身边不乏一些朋友或亲人都面对过感情的伤痛。为什么当你决定要用你一生的时间好好爱一个人的时候,却变成踏入一个深不见底的陷阱？你失去的不只是金钱，你还失去了你宝贵的时间还有永远无法弥补的爱。世人对爱这个字越来越模糊了。当你答应对方你会好好爱他的时候，你是否曾考虑过有一天你会不再爱他或你会离开他？其实爱一个人不是一件容易的事，你必须要确定你真的能办到。要是你不知道什么才是真正的爱，请不要对一个人说：“我爱你”，因为他可能因此而受伤。而且这种伤很难痊愈。现今的社会已经变得一塌糊涂了。感情和婚姻对某些人来说只是一时的冲动或一场游戏，当其中一方已经感到疲惫或厌倦时他便会按下那一个'end game'的选项，选择结束彼此的感情。既然会有这么的一天为何当初还要许下这么神圣的承诺呢?感情是很神圣的，它不是我们的游戏。当你决定爱一个人的时候请你务必履行你的承诺，不要为自己寻找任何藉口来放弃对方。当你真正爱一个人的时候你会包容他的一切，他的好与他的坏。没有所谓的性格不和或任何理由，要是真有理由也只有一个：你不再爱他。无论他再怎么坏怎么不好，只要你爱他就不要轻易放弃你们的感情。用你有的时间和力量改变他，要是他爱你他一定会改。人类是非常脆弱的。所以，要是你觉得你不能好好的爱他请不要轻易说爱他。。。不要让自己或爱你的人受伤好吗？珍惜你爱的人，也珍惜爱你的人。别让未来的人类面对虚伪和充满谎言的感情世界。

Happy Valentines To myself.^^

2009-02-15T04:15:00.000-08:00

Me!

Eugene

The emo king-Kuan Yu

The best singing group!LOL!

It was Valentines yesterday.i've been asking lots of friends to hang out.some agreed and some were considering.At first i was suppose to go with Liew but at last we didn't as my sis said that she was lazy to go.Sorry to Liew.but at last sis changed her mind as she wanted to watch Pink Panther 2 and goes for gym.so at around 5 she drove me to Gurney to meet up all my friends and get the movie tickets.First i went to Redbox to meet up with Eugene.Kuan Yu,Kenneth,Danny,Hock Sheng,Davidson,Kevin were there.As the room was too crowded,me and Ken decided to go for pool at Megaque.Met Darrell and Ee Jian there.After pooling i went to get the tickets.lots of couples...(jealous).When i was in the que i saw her passed by.But the good thing is i dont feel much pain anymore.maybe that's because she has made me hate her more than loving her.

After getting the tickets,Ken and I went back to Redbox again.We sang together like nuts and shout like a mad people.LOL.after that we went to have our dinner at Wambray(if i do spell wrong pls forgive me as i'm not familiar with that shop).I ordered a set of 'char siu chicken rice' and a glass of cold honey.went to meet up with sis after having my dinner.The movie wasn't very nice for me.But stil it's funny.after movie i wanted to get a drink at Sega but sis wanted to go Upper Road.so i've to follow her.the traffic at Gurney was totally jam!i saw lots of couples holding hands and wearing couple tee.as the traffic was too jam and the roads were all crowded by vehicles,sis and I finally decided to get home.NO DRINKS FOR VALENTINES!'sigh'

This is the 1st Valentines after 2 years that i have to celebrate alone...I dont hope the same situation to happen again next year...wish me luck to get someone i love and someone that loves me!That's all for my lonely Valentines.Hw bout yours? ^-^

Looking For A Star

2009-02-07T07:22:00.000-08:00

Went to sch this morning.KPA's 1st activity today.Was like a nerd standing beside before i get my KPA's t-shirt.rode Henry's 135 LC and Han Wen's 125X around the sch for fun.i prefer Yamaha's.LOL.Kuan Yu called the moment before the activity ends.Went to meet him and both of us went for Kassen to CS2.played for an hour at thr.left bout 12 and went for 'brunch'.went home after that.sis was thinking of want to go for a mv but mum didn't allow.she said that the traffic's going to be very jam.had porridge for lunch and watched tv until fell asleep.

Woke up bout 3 and dad just finish bathing.watch tv with him and sis wasn't in a very good mood.went to bath again and swept the floor.after that sis asked me to go for mv.checked the time online.sis wanted to watch a mv title'Looking For A Star',starring Andy Lau and Shu Qi.after both of us were well prepared we drove to Gurney.reached there bout 6.went to get tickets and my 'best friend' before heading to Coffee Bean.i ordered a cup of Belgian Choc because Kassen,Han Wen and JS had that yesterday and they said that it tastes good.sis ordered a piece of freshly made Chicago Cheese cake and pure white choc ice blended.met Yu Chun.after our tea time meal we head to the cinema.as it was still early and we stil couldn't get in so sis and i went to SenQ for a walk.sis's planning to get her own notebook.Yu Chun text me.asking for a game of pool.as time is close for the mv i rejected him.sorry pal.promise wil have a nice game with you when we meet next time.

The mv was something like comedy plus love story.it's a very nice mv that i'll recommend to all of you.feel sad when it's near the ending.the mv is about a very rich middle age guy falling in love with a very poor dancer.at first the girl didn't know that the guy is a rich guy.they were very happy and loving by that time.but one day,the guy finally decided to tell her the truth and woo her.but after knowing the truth the girl rejected him and start to get away from him.finally the guy managed to convince her and get her back.but.when they were about to get marry the girl was asked to sign a contract.a contract to ensure the guy's asset's guarantee by his mother.she feels stress and unhappy to face all those conditions as she is not interested with his money nor asset.what she wanted the most is him,the guy she really loves.they had a fight and the girl decided not to marry with him.the guy was very sad and he decided to woo the girl once again with his driver and secretary at a famous tv show.both of his driver and secretary managed to get their happiness except him.he's very dissapointed and upset.he went back to the place where he fisrt woo her.the girl appeared and finally a happy ending.but i was very sad after watching the mv.why is loving a person a very difficult task?the guy said that weal was once a crystal ball.one day it dropped from the sky to earth and broken.everyone manage to get their own weal if they try to.some will get more and some will get lesser.but for me,i dont feel like getting any.my tears dropped during the mv.i felt sad.no reason.

after the mv ends,i just kept quiet.sis asked whether what's wrong and i answered nothing.after that we went to BBQ Chicken to have our dinner.i ordered a set of fish cutlet and a glass of mango juice while sis ordered a set of chicken and milk.both of the sets taste good.when i was having my meal i saw a very familiar face passed by.that's 'her' with him.don't know why i felt sad and down more.my sis consoled me and called me don't ever think bout her again.i wanted to.but i stil need a lil bit of time...i kept quiet for all way long home.actually sis was planning to bring me to have a drink at uper Penang Road.but maybe she realised that i'm not in a good mood and worry that i'll drunk so she finally decided to send me home.Yes.i'm not in a good mood.Yes.the major reason is her.Yes.once again she manage to make me sad while she's having a great and sweet time with him.To her i'm just a looser.a fool.but don't worry.i'm sure i manage to get back to my life and find myself a BETTER one!I DON'T LOVE YOU LIKE I DID!I'LL FORGET BOUT YOU!!!TIME IS ALL I NEED!AND DON'T EVER BLAME ME AGAIN!I MIGHT BE WRONG,BUT THE BIGGEST FAULT I'VE EVER MADE WAS LOVING YOU!!!

Phuck u!

2009-02-05T07:35:00.001-08:00

I nver spread rumours bout you!dun scold lk a nuts!Just do whatever u want but dont ever scold me!I never say a single word bout you and your family!!!!!

My mum's birthday and also the God's birthday.lol.

2009-02-03T05:51:00.000-08:00

2nd day of Feb.Went to sch as usual in the morning.get home at around 2.20.hv my lunch and then online for while.after having my bath i took a nap.woke up bout 4 something.start to prepare all the things for yesterday night.at first i swept the floor.and then i rested for a while and sis came back.She bought a cake for mum as yesterday was mum's birthday.a very nice cake.(i didn't get anything for mum...=.=).mum,i sure wil get you something nice next year.lol.maybe a great daughter in law if i can.^^after sis finished preparing all the fruits and stuffs for praying tonight,both of us went to clean our garden.she asked me to sweep the floor while she wash the floor with the water but i disagree.lol.i've asked for an exchange.she agreed.as she was sweeping the floor i use the water hose to splash water towards her.haha.she got nut and threw her shoes towards me.hahaha.after that dad went back with a very big watermelon.guess how heavy it is.it's 7.5 Kg!that's a heavy watermelon man!after the cleaning section i went to sleep again.(i'm a piggy).woke up bout 8.30.watched tv for while thn sis and her bf went to buy us dinner.delicious char ho fun!after dinner i helped mum to prepare for praying.grandma called using my cousin's handphone.ah ma,since whn u become so'In'?LOL.she asked us to go to fetch her before we pray.dad agreed and he's the driver.aha.dad went out to meet his friends at 11.00.after that he went to fetch grandma and back bout 11.30.soon after grandma arrived we started to pray the'天公' as today is“天公诞”.“天公诞”is a very famous and well known day in Penang.most of the citizen wil pray at home or the temple during this day.other than praying you may also see a lot of people playing fire crackers and fireworks.it's a very cheerful day in Penang.After praying i brought out the firecrackers.LOL.dad lighted it and the sound was so loud.after it's done,dad and i shouted 'Ong ah!'.LOL.after having some kuih and dessert sis brought out mum's birthday cake.surprise?!aha.mum made a wish and blew the candles.HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!I LOVE YOU!LOL.we took photos with mum and grandma.after that dad sent grandma home and went to meet his friends at HUAT HUAT COFFEE SHOP.he asked me and mum to go too.there's a lot people there.i had some beer and pork there.hahaha.went back at 3.that's all for 2nd day of Feb/8th+9th day of CNY.(some photos wil be update soon)

ZzZ

2009-01-29T08:57:00.000-08:00

went to Gp yest.reach bout 1.30.met some frens at the 7th floor.went to Breeks to hv my lunch.chicken patie melted and spring stampler.saw the same gang agn.lol.they're havin a drink at starbucks.while having my meal,Eugene called me.he's with Andros.the emo king.lol.afer that went to Megaque to meet jolyn,fennie and their frens.they're going for a mv.i wanted to watch tat mv too bt it's a very long que at the counters.so...me n my fren,Kwang planned to go in with used tickets.(bad kids).kinda scare at 1st.worry of getting caught.bt entered the cinema safely at last.the mv titled'They Wait'.it's a scary mv.CNY watch tis kind of mv....it's quite scary especially the female ghost named shen lu appears.went to Manila Place to hv our tea time as Jolyn said that she did nt tk her lunch yet and was vry hungry.i've promised to traet her a meal so i hv to keep my words.she ordered a bowl of Unagi rice and peach tea while i ordred 1 glass of lemon tea.(nt vry nice actually).went to Sega after that.ordered 1 bucket of Heineken,1 Vodka and another 1 dunno wad name.lol.I love Heineken!played cards while having our drink.after that,Jolyn and Fennie accompany their fren,Feon to gt a pair of new shoes while i went to Megaque agn to meet my frens.Had 2 games of pool with Kenneth.kinda unlucky.lost 2 rounds.after that went to Chopper board with gene and Davidson.had a cup of cold Ginseng.(nice).went to car park at 4th floor.(did somethg^^).went to CYC after that.after Davidson's gf came by we walked bck to Megaque agn.sis called.she wanted to hv her dinner.so join her for dinner at Breeks agn.ordered baked pasta,ice lemon tea and lemonade.the pasta doesn't taste good.went hme after that.actually i was very happy at the beginning.bt whn i was in Megaque,Kenneth walked in and told me that he saw 'HER' with 'HIM'together.my mood dropped from the heaven to hell.so once agn i did somethg tat unhealthy...hope that time will help me to forget her.tat's all for 29/1/2009.

During new year

2009-01-28T06:08:00.000-08:00

I've been quite busy before CNY.need to prepare lots of thg and clean up my hse.On the day before CNY,i had a reunion'lunch'with my family and grandma at my new hse.tis year is the first year we're nt havin our reunion meal with my uncle as we had moved out.I've been helpin my dad to decorate our new hse before CNY too.i'm the designer+worker.lols.kinda tired actually.on除夕that night,me and my family went to pray at different temples.有拜有保佑。haha.i slept at 4 somethg in the midnight tat day.an article stated that if you want your parents to live longer,you should sleep as late as you can on that night.(dunno whether thta's true or nt)^^.woke up at 10 somethg on the first day of new year.after dad woke up,we went to visit grandma and uncles.gt 3 packets of ang pao from thm.lol.after that went to grandpa's hse.the lil cutie(my cousin's daughter)was thr.she's stil new to this world as she's only one month old.her eyes is reali so big and she's vry cute.mum,y dun u born me with a pair of big and shiny eyes?T.T.on the 2nd day of new year,wk up at dunno wad time.lols.went out to McD at noon to meet Ray,Khai Lun and Eugene.went to Asia Heights after that.thn to MBS thr.Ray and Lun came to my hse at night and what?we all became'赌圣'inside my room.i lost bout 20.lol.i dun thk tat i'm suitable for gambling.went to Kek Lok Si Temple this morning with my mum.we tot tat the temple's going to open earlier as it's new year time.bt....we were wrong...we reached bout 8 and we've been waiting for half an hour doing ntg juz to enter the temple for praying.there're many tourist.some from local and some do not.soon after the gate was opened,i can see lots of tourist rushed into the temple.lol.i tot tat tis's a temple and since whn it became a shoppin mall or super market?(no discount for those who enter at 1st also).after finishing our praying,me n my mum went to hv our breakfast at the coffee shop near the market.Kassen sent me a msg whn i'm having my'Mee Jawa'.he said that he's going to visit Anthony and asked whether i'm going or nt.sure.why nt?went home to tk a bath and thn went to his hse.his mum tk us thr.we reached his hse bout 11 and knw wad?we were asked to blow a balloon until it burst before enterin his hse.(lame)we stayed at his hse from 11 til 3.30.lol.his hse has lots of thgs to play and eat.a very nice hse actually.bt unfortunately,his spot light has a lil bit of prob.tat's all for today.Going to GP 2moro.anyone wants to join?lol.nitez and sweet dreams to all my frens.

2009-01-24T07:20:00.000-08:00

wk up bout 8.30 this morning.after washin up help mum to go market to buy something she needed.went granpa's hse after tat.tk some food for him.after tat went hme to pray.after i had a bath n my lunch i went to kassen's hse and wait him to go Gp.reach Gp bout 2 something.Raymond was thr with his fren.met Jeremy and Mathew during the way to meet Ray.went to Megaque for pooling.after pooling we went to sushi king to hv our lunch.Kassen ate a lot.lol.after that went for movie titled 'All's well end's well'.it's a comedy.lol.and it's quite funny.after the movie i went for shopping with them.bought 2 shirts at EchoPark.after tat went to Nike.met Ky,Jun Fong,Hock Sheng and their gang.lol.bought a pair of socks.after tat thought of wanted to get a new pair of slipper.went to Levi's but the slipper i saw last time wasn't thr anymore.so i went to Quiksilver.At last gt nothing cuz it's hard for me to make a decision whether to buy ex. or Quiksilver.Bt i feel Quiksilver's nicer.lol.(materialistic).met Jie Loon outside of Nando's thr.he's bck from Singapore to celebrate CNY.went to McD to get a cup of sundae cup.after tat Kassen's mum reached Gp to fetch us bck.went hme by motor from Kassen's hse.reached hme and thn went out agn with mum.2moro wil be the day before CNY.all ppl wil gt home and hv a reunion dinner with their beloved family.i'm going to hv a reunion dinner 2moro.grandma's coming to our new hse.miss grandpa so much.grandpa had been passing away for 4 years.kinda miss him actually.Grandpa,hw're u?i'm nt sure whether u can hear me or nt.juz hope to tell u tat all of us will mis you.tat's the end of today.hope everyone wil enjoy their dinner well with their family. Happy 牛Year!恭喜发财！

2009-01-21T07:39:00.000-08:00

arrived at sch 7.25 this morning.heard a bad news.chuin shern met with an accident again last night.i tot ky was just joking.bt after jun fong came,he confirmed tat wad ky say is true.(his lagenda 110 ended it's life yest)lol.this time,cs injured much more serious thn last time.saw 'her'durin ttn.she looked happy.wishin u all the best.went to visit cs after ttn juz nw.cs,hope u'll gt well soon so tat we cn go out together.help dad to decorate our hse juz nw.kinda headache of hw to do it nicely.lol.any volunteer to help?Chinese New Year is juz around the corner.quite excited as i can collect lots of ang paus and just play around.at first tot of cs thy all goin to come my hse during new year.nw?i guess i go his hse better.go play poker with him.lol.once again i would like to wish all of u恭喜发财and新年快乐。enjoy!

给我一首歌的时间

2009-01-19T07:35:00.000-08:00

一首歌的时间有多长？大概只有那4至5分钟的时间吧。或许这对那些活了大半辈子的人根本就没什么吧。但是在这世上是有多少人多么渴望这一段短短的时间。。。那些还没机会伸出头来看看这美好世界的夭折婴儿，他们是多么渴望这4-5分钟，至少让他们看看他们的父母，好让他们知道是谁照顾了他们那短暂的时刻。我？我幸运得多了，我活了十六年了，还有那几个月的时间我就要踏入十七岁了，但我也曾渴望这短暂的时间。。。我希望他们能再给我一首歌的时间，让我再面对面和他们说：“我爱你。。。”。或许不是你们的错，是我在拥有时不懂得珍惜。。。很多时候我们在犯错以后才来后悔。其实，这种情况是可以避免的。不是全部人都有机会重来，那我们就不要让自己有藉口犯错。一个小小的错误或许在我们眼里是毫不起眼的，但想深一层，我们已经让对方的心在淌血了。我们永远都不会晓得下一分钟会发生什么事或我们还会有多久的时间留在这世上，所以我们应该珍惜。珍惜爱我们的人，也珍惜我们爱的人。朋友们，人生最怕不是离开，而是在离开之前的遗憾。时间是无价之宝，再富有的人也无法买回前一分钟以前的时间。所以，请珍惜。不要再为自己找藉口让别人给我们一首歌的时间。。。因为他们不可能永远这么做。

bad day...

2009-01-16T07:11:00.000-08:00

went to sch as usual.bt havin a bad startin of the day.the 1st period was Bio lesson.form teacher who's the one who teachin my class Bio.after she entered our class the 1st thg she mentioned is to switch our sittin in class(me,jun fong,khong yi,chuin shern n liew ching).i was lk wtf?!y suddenly wan2 do tis?!she explained tat some teachers(our math teacher,chemist n history teachers)have been complainin five of us makin noise in class during their lessons!com'on which student in CLHS doesn't talk durin lessons?!except they hv some problems or mayb thy're actin emo!lol.so we had a fight with our Bio teach.(act is nt her fault la).we've been fightin so hard to get bck our human right!lol.at lax we managed to convince our teacher tat we'll change our sittin place durin math,chemist n history lessons.(we're guai gia also k?).i tot everythg is goin to bck to normal.mana tau durin recess time i gt caught by a stupid dog!(so called as prefect).reason of gettin caught by tat stupid dog?my socks...i thk dogs are quite sensitive to clothes,especially those u lk a great smell of my clothes~!lol.i've tried all my effort to pull my socks so it looks longer and to satisfy him as well.bt it seems lk my socks is reali too short.so after pullin i juz walked away to go to find my technique assist's incharge teacherfor the duty stuffs.bt tat stupid dog juz cant satisfy.he tried to block me by usin his hand(dirty!)to pull my shirt!mtf!do u knw tat tis's an offence?!i told him to let go bt he's juz too stuborn.i pushed him away and told him nt to touch me away or thr'll be somethg goin to happen.he walked away by copyin my sch no. into his smelly book.i tot ntg's going to happen after this so i juz walked into my class.bt...durin moral lesson another dog entered my class.he said mr koh(discipline teach)wants to see me.whn i enter his room he took out my record card(red card)i thk only CLHS students knw wad's tat.he showed it to me.he asked me do i knw why he wants to see me?i ans yes.(i'm nt an idiot k?)thn he started his lesson.title?"the management of our emotions and temper".talkin these stupid issues to me pula...adui!amat kesali utk memaklumi anda bahawa ini tidak berkesan kpd saya!whn he's done with his great speech,he gv me 2 choices.1)1 stroke of cane.2)1 small dimerit.i chose the 1st choice for sure la!becuz i cnt afford to gt any small dimerit as i'm at the border line of going to gt expell.ouch!after the canin process i went bck class.stay bck after sch for duty.after tat i tot dad's goin 2 fetch me hme.bt...i've been callin his phone for numberous of time bt he just din ans.thn i walked to mum's workin place as it's juz some distance from my sch.tk motor's key frm her n ride hme.went ttn at 8 and was sittin with kenneth,merritt n Zosco(bro of Bosco wo...).i juz tk a bread before i started my lesson.damn hungry nw.k la.stop here.goin for supper with dad n mum.nitez to everybody.

relief!

2009-01-15T07:28:00.000-08:00

once agn i would lk to say thx to all of my frens.thx u all for ur support,i feel much beta rite nw.juz nw a fren of mine came 2 chat wid me.she told me a lot.she teached me a lot as well.i've realised tat hw stupid i am.dear frens,i'll cheer up!promise!went to ttn juz nw at anthony ttn center.i was sittin beside Kassen.he's upset too.(recently kinda lot of ppl facing tis type of probs le...walao!)we wrote an equation.（看开=困难=面对=悲伤=乐观=难受=麻醉=孤单）.lol.a love equation(kinda swt reali).my fren sittin beside also wrote a sentence tat's quite meaningful.actually,i reali want to thank all my frens.thy do help me a lot from gettin out wad i'm facing.especially to Kassen,Liew,CS,Ky,and Vivs.lol.i feel relief nw!wadever happened juz let it be.i'll keep on moving and i believe tat i cn be beta!love is nt everythg as i said,nw i thk most imporatnt is my future,my SPM!i hv to work vry hard to gt closer to my ambition and my dreams!tat's all for today.5 mins more to another brand new day!new life!hooray!

真爱

2009-01-14T04:58:00.000-08:00

这世界上真的有真爱的存在吗？或许真的有，但我还未曾遇见。这几天我和朋友的话题都围绕在爱。我是真的很伤心。他们安慰我说别伤心了，你一定会找到更好的！谢谢你们！。在2007年8月28日这一天，我和她开始了一段感情。她是很多人眼里的好女孩，我起初也是这么认为的。2009年1月2日，我们维持了1年4个月的感情结束了。真爱这两个字也渐渐离我越来越远。曾经许下的承诺也只是美丽的谎言。她们都曾经这么说：“我一辈子都会爱着你！我要永远和你在一起！”但事实都和她们说的相反！有些在一起一段时间以后便开始感到厌倦，开始和另一些男生暧昧！有些在分手后的一星期内便和另一个男生约会！或许我一个朋友说的是对的。她说在这个年龄的时候恋爱都是最愚蠢的。因为我们都还不够成熟来面对爱情，为什么我们要自找伤害呢？爱一个人一点都不容易，但是要放下一个人比爱她还难上很多！我为了已经变质的爱情流下无数的眼泪和热血，可是她们懂吗？她们会在非常快速的时间内把你忘记然后很快的又开始另一段爱情。可笑吗？我付出的是一片真心，但换来的却是无数的伤痛和绝情！我曾经躲在角落一个人哭泣，哭久了我开始笑了！为何？笑我是一个大傻瓜！为什么要在每一次被人用尖利无比的剑往心里狠狠的插上了刀才会知道那种难以形容的痛呢？！我对她说过，我是一个小丑。一个只为别人带来欢乐但自己却在暗地里哭泣的小丑！我敢说我对你付出的是真爱！但是你却还给了我绝情！爱情，真的是非常折磨人的一个东西！我好想问问天神，你为何要为人类制造七情六欲？让人类生活在充满痛苦的世界里！我真的爱你，但你是真的爱我吗？我不懂。我只想说：“你变得好快！”

Hurt!

2009-01-14T04:19:00.000-08:00

once again i'm bec to blogspot.honestly.these few days i'm reali vry down and sad.reason?LOVE.our realtionship tat last for 16 months ended up in a very funny way.juz few days of arguements and this made our love end up.i knw that i might be wrong.i tried so hard just to get her bec!conclusion?it ends up with my tears fallin and she had a date with a guy,a guy that her fren likes for half a year.i looked bec the msgs tat i saved in my phone,suddenly i feel tat all those msgs are so funny!1 of the msgs was writen lk tis:i'll love u 10ever and i wnt change,i'm diff with them(my ex gf tat used to dump me as easy as drinkin water).bt finally?she follows their path.she said tat she wanted 2 be alone and she doesn't want to involve herself in any relationship whn i went to find her at her hse's downstairs last tuesday.bt few days later,her mum gave me a call.she asked me whether if she's with me?(she did not tel her mum tat we've broke up for some of her own purpose i thk).i answered no.soon after her mum hang up the cal,i called her fren.she told me somethg tat i reali cnt accept at all!she's datin for with a college guy!omFg!my tears drop down straight away after i heard tis...her fren is reali a vry gud fren!reali!even though she's sad too bt she asked me dun ever tel her abt tis.she hopes tat she cn be together happily with tat guy...i feel reali hurt!Y she cn change for so fast?!i tot tat she's totally different.at least she's a gud gal to me.bt i'm wrong!she's juz as same as others!those promises seems silly to me!i'll beside u forever,i'll only love u!wtf!wad i cn say is tat u're such an excellent liar!i suggest tat u should change ur ambition for being a designer to be an actress!i guarantee tat u'll be such a great actress and u might get an award!i wnt believe in any eternity love anymore!at least nt for nw!because i've seen a lot of frens or ppl around me badly hurt by all those sweet bt fake promises!included myself!i hope tat u'll realise ur mistake 1 day!even though i'm badly hurt by u,bt i stil love u!i'm such a fool!a fool tat badly hurt by u!